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YTuesday, June 06, 2006

06/06/2006
IT WAS REALLY A BAD DAY FOR ME.

I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER

cut your collar out if you dont wanna be one.
oh.
i mean you dont worth to be one.
you should be very happy.
cause you made my blood boil.
is that what you wanna see?
I HAVE BEEN TOLERATING ALL THESE FOR ONE WHOLE YEAR.
I HAVE BEEN CLOSING AN EYE FOR ONE WHOLE YEAR.
I HAVE BEEN COVERING FOR AND PROTECTING YOU FOR ONE WHOLE YEAR.
and you dont feel guilty or anything.
why should i be so angry about these?
i should just tell the teachers right?!
i am giving you face and not to tell.
OH.
but i think you are very proud of all the things that you do.
including those non-school rules.
ANYWAY.
is your life.
get on with your **** life.
just dont affect the board.
do you know how many people are talking about you?
do you know how many people complain about you?
do you know how many times i tried to tell you?
do you know how many times you gave me EMPTY promises?
dont try to act, we have seen through the true self of you.
WE KNOW CLEARLY.

and guys.
all of you should know that i have been tolerating YOUR nonsense also.
but if you treat me as a friend.
why you want to do things that i dont like or rather HURT me in some way?
do you know how hard for me to overcome the feeling that "i should do the right thing!"
ofcourse you dont.
whatever.
i have no friends, no life.
i know you are just being nice to ask me to calm down and all that.
but sorry,
i cant just smile like that.
and you are neglecting my feelings.
i also dont like BLACK FACE you see.
but you know when my anger tolerance is up to the MAX,
and i have been keeping that to myself for one whole year.
i will break down.
cause I HAVE ALREADY LOSE A FRIEND,COMPLETELY.
one year.
i have been giving chances for one year.
i dont think i am too much.

dont ask me to chill.
SORRY.

*P.S. This entire post is NOT referring to EILYNN.

just drop it